The Suicide Thang

I find tranquility in knowing that this won't last forever. Yeah, this mundane, beautiful, unpredictable life. Sure, I'd like to live forever, but that doesn't mean I shouldn't accept the end. None of us want to think of it, because it's kind of like a thorn gouged in our brains. The grim reaper summoning with his skeletal finger. Come hither, into the void of doom! Haha, I guess for those of us who want to stick around as long as possible, it's kind of self-explanatory. Don't shoot up hard drugs, have a healthy diet, don't do anything too risky, wear a seat belt...the basics. There's nothing wrong with accepting your eventual fate. But, to think that this life doesn't have enough cool shit to do to stick around, is beyond me.
The people that really get to me are not the one's who talk about death in their art (which I try to do as much as possible), but those who don't have much to complain about, and are always talking about how much life sucks. It's really pathetic, actually. They have good upbringings, a steady job, a roof over their heads, a group of friends. But, they claim to be 'bored', and they think it would be a 'cool fucked up thing to do', to just say goodbye to the world. They shouldn't kill themselves, someone should do the job for them.
Someone who was constantly suicidal I still admire is Kurt Cobain. He had his reasons. The early divorce of his parents, manic depression, the stomach problems, drug addiction, the psycho bitch wife, the sudden fame. It all kind of fit. The ultimate recipe for self-destruction. Now that fits. I'm not saying what he did was right, or even justified. BUT, I can kind of see that the guy at least had his reasons.
Sure, I think we've all at least thought of suicide at some point in time, and even attempted it. But, to romanticize it like a fucking Romeo and Juliet novel is so lame, in my opinion.
I guess in closing I'd like to say, if you're thinking about ending your own life, and you think it's the 'cool' thing to do, when nothing is really wrong, you should either go talk to someone about your idiocy, or just do it. But really, you're a moron. Yeah, you, drink some of that Kool-Aid. The kind with poison.

PS. I don't want anyone to die. really. I'm trying to make a point here. If you don't get it, drink Kool-Aid. Yeah, that kind.